Hi everyone,
So I am 11 weeks off MTX and last week RA started to make itself known. Its a little strange though as I feel terrible, my hands are stiff and painful, my shoulders are aching, my knees feel twingy and I feel very tired. But I cannot see obvious swelling in my joints even though they hurt. Is this normal? Or is this just the start of it?
I feel so down and having to explain to people at work is embarrassing. I hate having to go through and explain it all with new people again, they just don't understand, but it's nit their fault I know and I'm just being angry again. It's coming up to 2 years since I was finally diagnosed, I just hope this isn't the start of the beginning as I know it.
I came off the meds so we could try for a baby, so I know it will be worth it when/if it happens, fingers crossed.
Sorry - that is my rant over, I can't sleep and needed to vent. Thx for listening.
Donna x